Mentors

This year has gone by so quickly that it is difficult to really comprehend the whole 180 days.  Each day has brought a new adventure and learning experience, but with each new day, it seems to erase the prior experiences.  I have found that I have to focus on the moment at hand and do not have much time to digest or think about the prior day's experience. 

One thing that I do wish was different this year is having a mentor.  For some reason I was not given an official mentor.  I know that this position could be fruitless if it is not the right match, but that being said...someone (I think) would have been better than no one.

There have been some days that a voice of reason would have been helpful.  There have been some days that any voice would have been helpful!!!  Trust me, I am not one to shy away from asking for help. I understand the importance of perspective and different points of view. 

At times, I would call my Superintendent directly.  She was a Godsend~but believe it or not she recently passed away. This totally unexpected happening has left fewer and fewer people to rely on. I am not complaining, just stating the facts.  I miss her terribly and wish I valued her more when she was living.  I did not understand how blessed I was until it was all taken away.

I have learned that those that are truly willing to help are far and few between, but that does not mean I should give up.  I believe that I need to widen my net and cast a bit deeper.  There must be those who are willing ro share, collaborate, and learn together.  I cannot, and will not believe that this position is as isolating as it has felt this year...and if I find that this is the reality, then I will work to change it for those who come after me. 

Ok...I need a mentor...any takers???
Jen